Tárgy: Kol and his true feelings Hétf. Jan. 14, 2013 7:19 pm
True Feelings?
Dear Diary! Hi. My name is Kol Mikaelson and i’m an Original Vampire and .... and yeah, that sounds stupid. I’ve never wrote any kind of diary or letter to anyone. I hated writting for century’s but now, i will start something new. There are a lot of new emotions which i can’t handle and i just have to share with someone, and if this someone is me, i’m totally okay with that, I guess.
So here it goes... nothing.
I’ve met a lot of girls in my life. They were nice and delicious but none of them was special. I’ve never belived in true love in the past or in the present either. I have to admit that i was so obsessed with myself, i was so selfish so i coudnt see what was in front of me for a long time. There was this girl, called Victoria. I called her Vicky. Somehow she became my very good friend, and i started to feel my humanity again. I started to feel pain when i saw her with some other guy, and i started to feel desire and passion everytime i looked in to her beautiful, shinning eyes. My feelings were pure. I know that now... I’m late. She is gone and probably never coming back again.
I lost my last faith in my human feelings so i turned them off for a very very long time. I did horrible things and i probably will continue that kind of lifestlye. When i came back to Mystic Falls i’ve met Nik’s wich Nicole. She was so deadly beautiful with a sharpen mouth. At first, i know she hated me and my whole family. I’m not blaming her for that. She has every right to hate me. Im Klaus’s little brother. I’m just like him.
But... maybe i dont know how that could have happened but i started to like her. It’s been a long time now. We did things, and i admitted that i have feelings for her. But she is in love with a guy named Christopher. When i first heard that i was so angry inside. I could have killed him, but i didn’t want to hurt her because she is very important to me. Now i just don’t know what to do with myself. I will wait and see how things will work out for „us”.
So this is for my first page. Now let my life fill the rest of it.
Kezdőlap
Tárgy: Kol and his true feelings 
